Week 5 has been awesome. I’m getting up earlier now, at 8 o clock, and I do my whole MKMMA/Marco Leyba ritual. It’s awesome. I’m starting to awake each morning with a rush deep inside to take on the day. Nothing like I’ve experienced before. Also I’m making better health choices. It’s not one of my Personal Pivotal Needs but I do have something written down on my DMP. I’m eating much healthier and I’m doing exercise, and I’ve already noticed a significant change in my body!
My Dad and I are getting much more along. It’s weird, I have a life mentor who I go with every Monday and his talks are very much in line and in harmony with this course. So When Mark and Davene told us to start giving and to write down those note cards, 4 laws of giving and receiving, and to say them every day, my mentor started saying the same thing, to start giving.
What’s crazier, well, what’s more amazing, is that I started going with my mentor at the same exact time that this course started! I thought that it was probably going to be an information overload, that he was going to tell me to do things and say things completly opposite form this MKMMA course, button on the contrary, its literally an add on to this amazing course, and already so many things are happening.
Boy is the opinion thing super hard!! Good news though, I’ve been able to figure out that 99.99% of my thoughts are opinions! They don’t stop either, the racket doesn’t stop. I’m so glad to become an observer, so I catch myself in the automatic opinion racket and counter it with the affirmation “I can be what I will to be.” When I’m outside of my house, especially when I’m driving running errands with my dad and the racket starts, I focus on the four shapes and colors to counter it! WOW! Talk about a huge difference with those shapes! Since I’ve gotten used to the feeling by reciting everything I am supposed to say three times a day for a month now, everytime I see a designated shape and color, the feeling instantly returns!! My dad has even pointed out and asked what is “wrong” with me since he sees me in the car and a huge smile is on my face, and it doesn’t leave! This is amazing!
Before I would always think about the past, now I’m focusing on living the moment and at the same time seeing my future more clearly with every shape that passes my consciousness! I’m in love! And my days are beginning to be filled with joy and love!
Not to mention I am busy from the moment I wake up to the last moment right before I lay down to sleep. I once heard a saying “The closest thing to a life with purpose is a busy life” and boy o boy do I feel like my life is beginning to have purpose! Especially with my mom and dad. My mentor said, maybe God sent you here for a while so you can show your dad the kind of love that he never got. And I am showering him with the love he deserves and wow does it feel incredible.
PEACE and LOVE